So i just listening to kid cudi yesterday
and after recent events, its like i could hear just the words
rather than the beat, and this man was made to rap
his words lined my eardrums with honey
sounds kinda sticky and nasty
but still you get the point, sweet stuff :D
He got me thinking on two songs
''man on the moon '' and ''mr solo dolo''
what stuck out for me was loneliness
it is a state of being that many humans face
a fear that no one understands their real worth
it is not just enough to be friends these days
its almost like people want you to leech onto them
this is why pets are becoming increasingly popular
because they can take your abuse and still come cuddle
guess what mr. and mrs. lack of self confidence
being alone is essential to self growth
dont count on anyone if you dont have to
for every friend you make you make an enemy
Even your parents are not excluded from bringing you down
no matter how much being social is important
what really matter is you loving you before expecting anyone else to
because on those lonely nights you cry, it is only you that hurts
when you should be smiling and enjoying your own company
i mean think about it
ever fall down and hurt yourself
but look around and no one noticed
what do you, just pick yourself up
but the minute poeple notice, its almost like the pain is more
the human mind loves attention and it is quite disgusting to admit
there is no worse state of mind than always wanting to be noticed
it causes greed and jealousy, two terrible demons
For example, I threw up half my stomach contents last night
not sure why but no one was there to pat my back
when it was over, i did what i had to and went to bed
didnt even waste time calling and crying out to my parents
would have been great if they brought me ginger but i got it my self
it would have been great if they tucked me in but cmon i am 19 years old
grow out of your primordial need to be loved by others
and learn that you were most likely born alone and you will be buried alone
and the next time you feel betrayed
look at the situation and ask
who betrayed me? did i trust them for the wrong reasons
ignoring the people who actually care for you flaws and all
